it always takes a hard knock to bring someone back to reality. it's like pouring a pail of ice water onto a sleeping person and the person will wake up immediately.

  you think it is close but it's actually further than what you think it actually is.

  today I saw a red balloon flew over my head and into the distant sky. I hope this balloon will end up somewhere it wants to be tomorrow.

  lighter note, I met up with a smart giraffe for lunch this afternoon.

  don't ever lose the respect people have for you because once it's lost, it is difficult, or impossible, to get it back.

  how often we have seen office dogs backstabbing their peers and ball carrying their bosses so as to gain some 'advantage' over their peers. these people feel that they don't need an respect from people to survive well in the corporate world. by all means, it's your choice ultimately.

  bad things spread thousand miles within a day.

  don't lose the trust that people have in you because once you lost their trust, you can never let them have total trust in you in future. promise, what you can deliver.

  don't make empty promises backed by mountains and mountains of excuses.

  trust and respect is intangible but it is as real as the air the flows around us.  hopefully whenever people think of me, trust and respect comes along.

  *roar*

  I don't get it why people don't feel like working on Mondays. I guess people have had too much fun on Sundays and as a result, they suffer from the hangovers on Monday mornings. how about overdosing Fridays and Saturdays with excitment and make Sunday a peaceful day for one to relax and in anticipation of Mondays.

  Nevertheless it's Monday morning now, it's raining outside and I don't feel like going to work.

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  I got 2 extreme feelings in me right now. It's rare, self-contradicting, extreme and worrying but it's real. breathe deep, breathe well and walk straight. worrying don't cause things to change to anyone's favour. *roar* 

  By the way, 2012 is terrible... a terrible show to watch. shingz.

  why does the society lenient towards people who download free music from the internet? why does the society 'discriminate' against people who visit prostitutes? what makes a person who downloads free music from the internet less moral than a prostitute who exchange his/her body for money?

  the prostitute is less moral because the society 'says' so. or rather the values which the government imposes on the society determines that the prostitution is less/not moral.

  does prostitution has any postitive contribution to the society? maybe it does help to reduce rape occurances. imagine if 300 sex hungry men are suddendly deprived of this avenue to obtain paid sex services, would 1 of these 300 men choose to rape a vulnuerable girl going home alone late in the night? this is not impossible.

  so by 'closing' one eye on this 'unmoral' social 'vice', the government reduces the potential number of rape cases per day by at least 1 case.

   is it worth it? subjective.

  well, I still choose to get music from the net but I have never visited a prostitute. on this basis, I declare myself a moral man.

  it has been a long time since I felt like this. silly me, pardon me.

  but still, I can't control this silly feeling.